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[10 Apr 2008|05:36pm] |
Much thanks to everyone who commented on my last two posts.I had such a great time with Nancy. Her and me are on the same wave length. At least she's not a psycho anyway.
Before anyone says anything, no i'm not getting married again anytime soon. No she's not replacing Linda. She's a really good friends that i've known for years and understands a lot of what i've been through.
onto another matter.
Before I jet off to morocco i'd like to draw everyone's attention to this.
There is an Exhibition on Savile Row (number 5) of Linda's photography. If you are around that area I urge you to go and look at the wonderful art she did. She was so beautiful, there's not a day I don't think of her.
So yes I am back on holiday, this time with my gorgeous daughter. I really want to try and make up for all this. I want to make up the time i lost with her by being in court. I've started to make her a rose, made out of glass. So when i.. go.. she has something from me.
anyways. Morocco and Bea awaits.
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[31 Mar 2008|11:03pm] |
hey i'm holidaying with a lady friend.
Sorry i havent been around.
hope everyone had a good weekend. i certainly did ;)
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[24 Mar 2008|07:19pm] |
As I counted down the days to my divorce ending, My good friend Neil was dying of lung cancer.
RIP Neil Aspinall.
Friend, Roadie, Apple Manager, the one person who tried to make sense of it all when everything went crazy.
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[17 Mar 2008|12:00am] |
another weekend over!
although everyday feels like a weekend. The divorce is nearly through and i'm so happy it's all over with. I can't believe how much stress comes with it all!
SO HAPPY NOW. It's an amazing feeling. The year started off rocky, having to have minor heart surgery, but i'm going to have another beautiful grand child and be able to do what I want, when I want again and not be worried i'll get the silent treatment for weeks! yes
I've been meeting some lovely ladies too. I forget that people desire me! I feel so old and out of it sometimes but I was a fucking beatle. Everyone loves me ;) I have Liza and Faith to vouch for me!
Yes my first daughter Mary is pregnant again. She had a rough time last year and now it's great to see her happy! I love it when my kids are happy! and i have another grand child to spoil! woo.
Being honoured at the brits was amazing. I never said I'd have accept a lifetime achievement award but i wanted to perform so bad. It really took my mind off the shit.
anyway whats new with everyone else?
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[12 Mar 2008|11:43pm] |
I have been approved by the community so now I can make my new posts!
Some of my entries are going to be public and some are going to be friends only/private. Some things I can't really say publicly and some things I would like to keep to myself.
To think I was with Linda for all them years and I outlived her. I am the only beatle not to divorce his first wife. Lin was my world. When she left me, i was devastated. Then I met her. Heather. The woman who made me feel young again, the woman who gave me butterflies. Rebound? Grief? Mourning? Vunerable? I'm not sure what I was feeling when I got with her but I know it was too soon. Don't get me wrong I have a beautiful daughter out of the marriage with Heather but the pain and bitterness that followed, the snide comments, the hurtful remarks. Everything just seemed to fall apart. We were from different worlds, we are different people. Lin and I we were one and the same.
I began to wonder whether or not you only get one special person. That one girl who is your counterpart. If that statement is true, and a lot of people think it is, then is love for me no more. Can I not love another woman the way I loved Lin, and she loved me? Shall i throw the towel in now?
Being Single at 65 is so hard. Oh it's "paul mccartney" don't go near him. He's too this or he's too that. I am a normal guy who would like to have fun while I still can.
So I guess this has turned into one long dating ad. Unintentionally of course. I try and live every day to the fullest. See my daughter as much as I can, learn to play as many instruments as I can. Just DO THINGS.
Anyway, that's enough for a wednesday evening.
I'm off
Px.
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[12 Mar 2008|05:49pm] |
I'm back.
Now all that divorce shizzle is over. Macca is back in town.
Love to you all.
Px
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[28 Jun 2006|12:31am] |
Ask me any 5 questions and
I'll do my best to answer them. Don't worry about them being too
personal, im ready for anything. and i'll put anonoymous on too so you can really ask me anything! :)
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[17 May 2006|08:29pm] |
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Hey everyone, I suppose I better update this with my own words rather than a plainly written statement that was issued to the media earlier.
So Heather and I, it's over. I can;t believe how fast it's come and how one time it can be great and then all of a sudden it's all gone. It's gone, all of it. My world has fallen around me and I can't bear to get up and walk about. It shouldn't have to be like this, not when I'm 63. It should be sitting on a rocking bench with your partner sleeping on you as you watch the sun go down and embrace how happy you are and how you can't wait to grow old together.
That went for me when Lin died, but I found Heather, she found me and we were happy. It was just so new and fresh as if i was 18 again. But It's gone, there's too much hate, and there's too much harsh feelings at the moment. I thought maybe Heather and I could find our sunset to make and complete a happy ending for us both.
Heather IS a wonderful person, so generous and i want to stop anyone from saying that she only married me for my money. Okay, we aren't together anymore but when we were together they were happy times, wonderful times. So I'd like to say fuck off to everyone who says she's a gold-digger.
I suppose it's one of them things where you think, ah it'll never happen to me, until you experience how unhappy a relationship is making you, and you know you need to get out.
It was a joint decision. Please let me stress that.
And then there's the matter of Beatrice, I know Heather will want her with her, but I equally do, but with my schedule I don't know if I could be a good dad to her if I'm working a lot. Maybe my life will change now, maybe there will be no more records, tours. Maybe I should concentrate on Bea.
We were happy. But when we wasn't happy, it was unbearable.
Any questions or comments don't hold back guys.
Paul
xxxx
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